A snake.

A snake.

And that, I am.

 I have recently taken a string of tests concerning my personality – may it be based on an anime show or an animal of some sort- and not so strangely enough, the results are -in my opinion- shockingly accurate.  

Loners and yet, constantly surrounded by people.

Meticulous of their craft.

Self-centered.

Fine with almost everything given that they feel secure.

Unpredictable.

Ever-changing.

Ha. Funny how I’ve spent my highschool years determining who I am and what I stand for when after all this time, the person I never dreamt myself to be is who I truly am. Back then, I wanted to be the protagonist of a novel who never abandons her friends, strives through all the pressures in life and will be successful in the future someday. I have always wanted to be that charismatic character who is loved by everyone, appreciated by everyone and protected by everyone. A leader of powerful, influential individuals. And so on and so forth.

Yet, none of these represent myself for all the breathing world to see.

 I am not popular & outgoing nor am I tough nor leader material.

I am a snake.

Slippery, hard to hold on to. Ever-changing. Obsessive. Meticulous. Inconsistent. Adept in adaptation.

The Snake.

The symbol of evil and deceit. Of fertility and rebirth. Of damnation and connection to the earth. The creature indescribably beautiful and solitary.

I am the Snake.

I am at one with my beloved animal.

It pleases me to the core.

According to one test I’ve taken, I am a Specialist. Unique and undefinable. Always in the social circle yet a loner all the same. This is based on the anime show, HunterxHunter. As a Specialist, I am not bound in the chains of any other nen types and limits. I am far more different.

 I guess I can say, I love who I am right now.

It is gratifying to think that after all these years, these ponderings, and hurtings, I finally accepted who I am. I stand for nothing except for what pleases me. I hate the spotlight and yet I yearn for it. I am erratic, wild and slippery.

I am armie.

I am a snake.